Friday, 7 February 2014

A love message


      When I look at my phone, her message automatically appear in my mind.


" Don't be frightened, just be brave to do what you can do. You rally need to work harder to score higher credit and pass all your examinations with flying colours. You determined to achieve your ambition, right? "                                                                
                                                                                                              - my mommy 

      I received it when my first day of orientation came to the end. After i read this, i found that my face got wet and droplets of tears continued to fall. I made a promise to myself and my family - YES! 

      My dear mommy had already taken her flight to go back to my hometown, Sabah in the afternoon. The days before, she accompanied me to come to KL for settle down. We had a visit at my university, went for a shopping and movie, as well as we were having a war in the kitchen as both of us didn't know how to cook well actually. How amazing is she in my life? She is not well in cooking but she prepared all the ingredients and cooked for me; she felt tired but she insisted to watch a movie with me before we went to bed; she keen to eat "snowflakes" (her favourite) but she rejected and said "don't" when i asked her to buy because i had sore throat and flu. 

She is the one i love - my dearest mommy 

   No matter what happen, my lovely mommy always be at my side. She is the one support and encourage me the most in my life. I know that she keep worrying me as i leave her apart to further my studies and i need to live independently at an unfamiliar place. Furthermore, she also worries that i unable to resist pressure or stress. I will share everything with her everyday through texts or calls. However, there is an exception for me. I decided not to tell her that i got hurt and everything that looked bad to me. I feel guilty but i don't want she worries about me and experiences the feeling of helpless because of me. The feelings are unspeakable and indescribable when someone you love and care face problems but you unable to do anything. 

     I always ask myself : Is that correct for me to do so? I am not sure about that but at least she feels relieved. Maybe this is my way to love her. 
     

My lovely mother, sisters and brother

       She never know that how much does she mean to me. She is my driving force to study hard as to implement my greatest achievement. My family let me know that I am not alone, they will always be my backup anytime,anywhere. I'm glad and appreciate that i born in this family which fulls of loves and cares. I am the luckiest one. 

                         
There is a promise between us - F.A.M.I.L.Y <3 
There are no perfect family but they will always love us perfectly. 


  

16 comments:

  1. I am so touched after reading your post... You reminded me of my parents, they also did many things for me. Whenever I am stress or upset, I'll give them a call just to listen to their voices. It works every time. I'll be alright after speaking with them:D All the best, Sharon! Wish you can pass your EOS exam with flying colours! :)

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    1. Be strong and add oil together<3 thank you for reading it:)

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  2. you are a good daughter, sharon. she is so lucky to have you as her daughter. MOM will always be there for us. she will be our strength. i feel you, sharon. i am 20 and my mom is 52. although we have a huge age gap, she tried her best to make me feel comfortable with her. sharing secrets. psst. LOVE secret too, u know.. hehe. i told her everything. i even told her i had a crush here. hik3. btw sharon, stay strong n don't ever regret of what u have decided :)

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    1. Thank you husna.. After being apart from my family especially my mother, I really totally realize that how much She care about us especially me... The greatest achievement is my life is not let her down.. Try best and achieve our dreams together!!

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  3. I really enjoyed reading your post, it showed me how much you cared about your family and especially your mother. This post has really shown to show that mothers are the best in everything they do to help mature and grow us. Thank you so much for sharing this caring and thoughtful post with me! I honestly cried watching the video you posted but as I said, it's very thoughtful! Be strong Sharon :)

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    1. Thank you for reading my post jiexi. They first came into my mind when Dr.Yam asked us to do this blog. Sorry to make you cried pretty, I cried too when I watched it.. Be strong and try best for our future together!

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  4. Hi Sharon! Your post made me realise that I have to love my mother more because sometimes I neglect her. Great to see that you love your mother a lot because some of my friends(not from IMU) don't even care about their parents. If I kept my sorrows and my worries in my heart, my mom would be able to realise right away from my voice and my expression.Guess you really can put on a good facade...Anyway, all the best in all that you do! =)

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    1. Thank you for reading it cheer fu:) ya..I did it before too, neglect her advise and do something make her sad. It is not late to mend anyways..give them a call when you free or even a message will make them feel warm n sweet.. Take good care of yourself too.

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  5. So touching!! Could tell that each and every word you wrote came straight from your heart. It really shows that your part plays a very very important role in your life. Has your mom read it yet? I'm sure she is so proud of you Sharon. Stay strong and all the best in achieving your dreams.

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    1. Thank dear:) ya..they are very important for me. Sure no,I think I m not goin to tell her about this blog..just as it be a space for me to release my feeling of homesick.. u too!

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  6. Well done, Sharon!! It is very touching and your blog let me think back of my lovely mother. She also told me the same thing before I study here. After seeing your blog, I feel want to cry and I miss my mother very much!! Thank you for writing this blog and shared your lovely mother to us!! The only word for your blog is...Awesome!!!

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    1. Thank you~ I am happy that I let u think of ur mother..I hope everyone of us realize the importance of family after reading my blog.. add oil!

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  7. Feel so warm when I was reading your blog ♥
    I think it maybe nicer if you add a playlist ;)
    Really like your background picture and the headline picture too (:
    Great Job ;)

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  8. Nice and touching bloggg.. I can feel the warm all the way long reading your bloggg. Anyway, 树欲静而风不止,子欲养而亲不待。霎時感動! ;))

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  9. It's so touching Sharon. I think you did a great job there. The blog page design suits your theme. I love it!!

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  10. Heeey Sharon :D. My aunt is like my 2nd mom and she's my motivation to work hard and be the best I can be. So, I feel you. She too has sacrificed a lot for me and I want to make her proud. About your blog, it would be nice to add a video about mothers since 'mom' is the main topic here. Huge thumbs up for your blog!

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